I AM:

cautiousreckless apprenhensiveconfident fearfulcourageous thoughtfulthoughtless cruelcaring apatheticloving anxiouscarefree deadalive

I am afraid of what I am capable of doing, and what I have already done. I fear the future, and the pain it holds. I rejoice in the happiness that togetherness will bring.

I am the sum of what I was, what I am, and what I will become. That this number should be less than 1 frightens me.

If life is what you make of it, why am I unhappy?

All but mere rhetoric, blowing in the wind.